When I first envisioned this blog I thought it would be a place where I could discuss clinical depression in a way that would not be depressing, even thought I'd put my own personal slant on it. But that never came to be. My depression saps so much out of me that although I know what I want it just takes more energy than I can muster. So let's just start with how I'm feeling.
Right now I'm feeling very lonely. What I'm missing right now is touching and the emotional support that I don't feel like I ever got in life. There aren't many women my age that want to be that kind of woman to me, or so it seems.